So obviously Saturday late night was bad and I didn't get much rest.  There has been this song I have heard several times since we found out about Mabry and it brings me strength and encouragement.  It is called One Thing Remains!  Don't be surprised if you hear this at her funeral.

Higher than the mountains that I face
Stronger than the power of the grave
Constant through the trial and the change
One thing remains

Your LOVE never fails
it never gives up
it never runs out on me

Because ON and ON and ON it goes
For it overwhelms and satisfies my soul
And I never ever have to be afraid

One thing remains
Your LOVE never fails
it never gives up
it never runs out on me

I encourage you all to meditate on these words.  It doesn't matter what you have done or haven't done!  He loves ALL of us.  I am overwhelmed by his love!